Sunday, 30 June 2013

Sad day...

Why do I feel so sad today? I really dont know why I guess its just one of those days you want to cry for no reason. So Ill just cry here and now...

My heart is breaking, My eyes are dry,I cant find whats making me sad, or is it mad. Should I cry or maybe go to bed hoping to wake up better? Crying makes you feel better right? But how do I just let tears flow when Im hanging out with my best friend and her brothers? They would think Im running mad or maybe received a text or phone call that has made me this way. Then I cant lie because they will want to get to the bottom of my tears. 


So I just sit here and put a smile on my pretty face, hoping they will not notice anything. But she has already asked what is stressing me, I told her Im fine. God let this feeling end already....Keep it my feelings exactly 


Thursday, 27 June 2013

My feelings exactly: Day One

My feelings exactly: Day One: I din't know actually what to blog about. This is my first blog ever, so I have to be careful about what I write. So as to attract as m...

Day One

I din't know actually what to blog about. This is my first blog ever, so I have to be careful about what I write. So as to attract as many 'fans' as possible. I will not delete anything I write so my backspace is not functioning for now. 

This is straight from my heart and my head. What I'm feeling, thinking, imagining...well my frustrations, sadness, happiness...just about everything. 

Right now its frustrating, Im trying to write and my sister is busy giving me stories about how she wants to buy an ipad and before was how she couldn't find her grey vest which she sooo wants to wear tomorrow. 

Tomorrow is Friday! Awesome! well not really. I guess I grew old. The last couple of Fridays I found myself home. Not because I dint want to hang out with friends who invited me but because I was just 'tired'. I missed my bed. 

My best friend and I used to go out every Friday like it was the way of the rasta man. Ever heard a rasta man miss his daily dose? No way, too spiritual. Yea! so it happens that she got a good man and I got a good man (so we think) and going out is well outdated for us. We found what we were looking for, I hope.

This is fun, I should do it more often. Oh my first day and Im already excited. Hope tomorrow is much better. Keep it my thoughts exactly!!